So right now i am trying to get over that lovely tummy bug that has being doing the rounds, my children are the harbingers of disease and never seem to really get ill, they just give it to me. So not only do i still have all that stuff to do i am also ill while trying to do it.
Yesterday was a no go meaning today i have 3x the amount of stuff to do and my youngest isn’t in the best of moods. Never mind him going on time out i have thought about sending myself to bed for time out, i could do with 35 minute breaks.
i am so behind on things but and actually that is a big BUT i am able to accept some things may not get done, i do keep on having to cheer lead myself to keep my head thinking this way but so far it has worked. The people around me hopefully understand the whole situation i am going through and realise that if they do not get anything this year it isn’t because i do not love them or think the world of them but instead am regrettably not able to.
So far this financial year i have lost over £5000 worth of work that was planned, and have lost out on other jobs and opportunities to work because of costs, lack of transport and child care. All of which are all out of my hands, i work myself into the ground while trying to keep on top of looking after my own needs. Besides i can always give gifts during the year, giving me perfect time to produce the perfect gifts and they will not be expecting a gift at a certain time. For these people i am making a gift IOU and is going to state that there is a gift on its way i would just prefer if i didn’t rush the job giving me more opportunity to put even more love and car into making it. if people complain then it is their issue not mine.
i now have to go and mix some spell jars, pack some items for my new venture and finish off some worry dolls. *is about to enter the unknown but taking the plunge anyway*