This is yesterday’s blog post being put up today, mainly because I completely forgot to upload everything onto it.
Yesterday and especially last night wasn’t too good as far as emotions go
The good parts of yesterday involved a lovely drive to Loughborough
I do rather love the place for it is where Bogangle beads are, if you don’t know who they are….well it’s a lovely little bead shop that sells all sorts of findings, notions and other crafty type beady related things. Small boy also had some money to spend in there, the purpose of this wasn’t just for fun or to keep him occupied but so he can start making some of his own things too to sell. He’s in charge of everything with full support from me of course, from the actual making of the things to looking after his own books.
Once home we just relaxed, I won’t lie and say things are easy right now because they are not, I have a lot on my mind and having a text from my ? Saying not too positive out looking type things it’s knocked me for six, when I was already knocked over. He can’t bring himself to commit fully to our relationship even after over seven years of being together. Goodness knows how long I will have to wait until he is ready but that’s what I’m doing .. Waiting, he has my heart so I have no other choice.
Anyway after that little side note I spent the rest of the evening taking more watches apart.