It was a late night for me last night after having friends around and with not having much sleep. I’m upset that I didn’t have the chance to attend the life style market as a stall holder but I was let down at the last minute meaning I had no way of getting there or anyone to look after small boy for the day. It’s starting to turn out that I really can not rely on others to help me out when I really need it, which makes me more than sad.
Today instead we have had quite a chilled out day, or as chilled out as you can be trying to work while also dealing with a very angry hormonal small boy. I won’t lie, it’s been a really hard day today but I think that is because he has been like this for a couple of weeks and it can be very draining. I’ve found that I’m crying a lot more too, it’s a release I obviously need but I don’t appreciate it.
Small boy is due to go to his fathers next Tuesday. I’m not looking forward to it. Not only will I be lost for a week but he is bound to be horrid on his return after having a week of little rules, crap food and late bedtimes. Nit to mention other things I don’t approve of. I really can not wait until he is at the age where he realises his father doesn’t belong on the pedestal he’s put him on for all these years.
My work today has consisted if trying to work out how to use Lightroom. I have taken photos of the things I’ve recently been making and have found that they are not to the standard I usually prefer. They do not seem to do them justice so I have a lot to learn. For now though I am going to have to put them up our Facebook page as then it gives me a little chance to earn some money while I wait for the right weather to take more photos and work out how to use this dam fricken programme.
I’ve also done a little more in my poncho, I have no need to rush it now seems as though I no longer have a dead line. This could even mean I can save up for some more of the wool. It doesn’t go very far but I guess it is what you get for using felting wool. It’s going to be so blooming warm though.