2015 what can I say really other than “hmmm ok then let’s do this!”It started with an emotional yet somewhat creative burst of energies which continued on through the coming months. With these energies came a turmoil of thoughts and wishes that reached a turning point and lead to all work being put on hold and my whole life has had to have a massive rethink as health scares predominantly dominated everyday life.
To accompany that my youngest son has hit being an ASD teen with vigour and I am fully aware of the fact he is a hormone driven 15 year old. This is challenging as it stands at the best of times but isn’t helped with the fact he is finding these teenage years quite difficult.
This year has also resorted in me conquering several fears, fuelled by going solo to a festival and doing a fire walk. It has been that successful that even my previous biggest fear is no longer and my teeth thank me for it.
What I can’t get past though are all the thoughts that have accumulated around in my head. With most of them now worked through enough,I am in a place where I can start to take action and draw upon my conclusions.
The end of 2015 has the relaxed feeling you have at the end of a very busy day and you’ve just sat down while letting out a big sigh. The next week shall be my relaxing time, free to make plans and contemplate for the up and coming year.