Mourning A loss of a dream

Ever get a feeling that you’re missing something? That niggling feeling of something life changing that you have no name for but know its importance?  When I started out on the journey of finding out who I am, what I’m capable of ten years ago I never thought for once I’d be able to achieve … Continue reading Mourning A loss of a dream

I made it

To the point in the day where, after writing this post, it will be a reasonable time to go to bed. I have no idea how as I’m exhausted after having a horrid day started by me breaking down in an emotional mess. I’m not sure if it’s my SAD, exhaustion from trying to do … Continue reading I made it

Summer

Is finally here, this makes me very very happy ….. What would make me happier is if we weren’t having typical British weather of rain! I want need to go for a walk but as you may know by now I don’t like rain, it spoils the type of walk I enjoy. The ones where … Continue reading Summer

Dreading it

  I first decided I wanted to have dreads when I was 16 it took me then another 14 to pluck up the balls to actually do it. I was heading to being 30 and really didn’t know what direction I wanted my life to go, other than being different to what it was at … Continue reading Dreading it

Taking a Breath

After spending the past four-weeks finding it hard to get out of bed I awoke yesterday with more of a clear head. The negative unhelpful thoughts were still there in my head making it known that they are all still awake but only just flagging as they are hanging slightly after a very disruptive party, … Continue reading Taking a Breath